Isolation

Well, as a fifteen year old; I've been undergoing changes both physically, mentally, and emotionally and still I'm having troubles adjusting to the changes especially to the freakin' environment.

I've been isolating myself to the world lately, come to think of it; my "frank" personality to people maybe is one of the main factors why. I mean, I've been taught to be honest, to avoid hypocrisy and look at the outcome. I've made many enemies and probably I'm making myself an enemy. But who gives a s*** anyway right?

Well, for now. I'm having inspirations through music, letting it all out by blogging (and cursing if I may), and this particular girl ( but too bad she's leaving for the US soon); and I'm happy that I'm having these inspiratons and motivations in my life.

Well, I'm having some sort of a writing block so I'll just leave the post right here.

Til next time when my brain is perfectly functional and I'm in the right mood to write a blogpost.

AUF WIEDERSEHN!!!

Letopia

OCTOBER

Letopia - My own imaginary place with no boundaries, and with all my ideas, beliefs, and perspectives put together. It's not that perfect but at least it's clean of hypocrisy and differences.

It's been awhile since I've written a blog post (I began using this site instead of using friendster, because now; fs sucks! to be frank).

Well, I've finally found a shard of motivation when I won the essay writing contest in the interschool contest. (Finally, a gold medal that is worthed to be earned). Well, although the certificate was not signed by Elpidio Jala, I'll find my time to have my certificate signed to make it "authentic"; but behind all that, I'm feeling ecstatic.

And after that, the tides are on my favour. I was notified that I got high scores in AP (Social Studies), and English. Well, a good way to start the day I think. At least, there is one day I could wear a smirk in my face. Mwahaha!

Anways.......

Finally I've been to a concert!!! URBANDUB!!!! Too bad, I was unable to have my cd autographed and be able to take a picture with them. With all the luck in world, I have no damn VIP pass, and it was raining at the time of the concert but regardless, I was happy that I was able to see them play. It was freakin' awesome. They sang Alert the Armory (my personal favorite song of the band), Soul Searching, Sailing, FIRST OF SUMMER, and Gone. Everyone was great. Gabby, Mary Rose (or Lalay), John, and Janjan were wicked! Well, I'll never forget that concert because it was my FIRST CONCERT EVER.

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NOVEMBER

Unlike other weeks. This one would be my happiest yet for there will be no classes in one whole week, and I won't see those f****** faces, and mostly I can have quality time with myself; playing video games and all. I hope this week would really be my bed of roses.

I'm also planning to join the IT camp this weekend and if I do can join the camp, it would be 2 days worth of fun (I hope).

Well, for now I'm doing good. Ignoring the problems for awhile, time to enjoy life for awhile.

So much has happened, it was my birthday last November 10. I never told anyone that it's my birthday and still I'm surprised that some (even though I'm not that close with them) greeted me in advance. What's ironic though is that the ones I'm close with are the ones that greeted me late.

Newsflash : The grades have been released this second grading ... and I'm still shooting blanks in Physics, and the other subjects I'm having problems with. Although some increased (all hail Mathematics!!), and some have decreased (dammit Chemistry, and MAPEH to name a few.), I'm not that worried to have grades like that. I mean, what's the worse that could happen? Right?

I sure do hope, this week will be a blast. I sure do hope so.

AUF WIEDERSEHN!!!!!!!